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Roots and Reefer: The Arkansas Cannabis Story
by The Source Team | January 7, 2025

Roots and Reefer magazine is meant to be collected. It is an artifact filled with stories of cannabis patients and producers that have largely been left untold for nearly five years. Whether you're adding this series of articles to your curation of digital cannabis artifacts or you have a physical copy nested on your coffee table, this a resource you can come back to again and again. photo by Evan Alvarado You deserve to know the story behind your cannabis and to learn about the science that’s constantly refining and redefining what’s available in your local dispensary. By sharing these stories, we want to increase transparency between producers and patients. Thanks to the careful attention of our regulators and the shape of the MMJ law here in Arkansas, we have a special opportunity to pursue and uphold quality, while giving back to our local communities. My name is Mandi, and I am a cannabis patient, a storyteller, and CEO of The Source. My team and I are not only here to run a sustainable business and provide badass jobs, but we are here to shape the cannabis patient experience on a regional—maybe even national—level. At The Source, we are committed to staying true to craft and community, earning our place as Arkansas’s most unique craft cannabis company. We are purposely growing our business like a tree: growing our roots deeper rather than wider, providing a canopy for our team of over 60 employees—and thus providing an unparalleled cannabis experience for the Northwest Arkansas community. The first edition of Roots and Reefer magazine is shaped around the stories of the three people who have most impacted the Arkansas patient base and my own personal professional development. Those folks are Annie Iselin from BOLD Team, Ryan Kenaga from River Valley Relief, and Robert DeBin from Natural State Medicinals. Like Annie says in “A Bold Approach” on page 23, Cannabis is about people. The people who grow, extract, and formulate. The people who package, transport, and dispense. The people who buy, consume, and share. That’s the cycle of cannabis community creation, and Roots and Reefer is here to empower those people through storytelling. Thanks for reading and thanks for shopping at The Source. We promise to always go the extra mile and bring you products that have a story. Stay spark’d, Mandi Strickland Chief Executive Officer The Source This is my everyday vape. I don't know how I survived before this product dropped! I love all Little Barks flavors, but I cannot get enough of this concoction created exclusively for The Source! is the weekend in a can! Mix in with your favorite libations or straight from the can. is the one strain that I would take to a deserted island. One of my favorite products of 2023, RVR’s Soft Chews are an instant classic! is more than a feeling - it's a vibe! Real fruit concentrates + CBD/THC combo = my new fave gummy The new line of French-named strains by NSM have me going, Ooh la la! Say it with me now: discreet relief! The Source is a craft medical marijuana company located in Rogers, Arkansas, just off Exit 85 on Interstate 49. With its own boutique grow, lab, & kitchen, The Source produces & distributes its own unique products, while also stocking all of the highest quality products produced by the great cultivators of Arkansas. We value friendliness, education, quality, & inclusivity. The Source is a destination dispensary - all Arkansas MMJ cardholders welcome!From the Editor & Chief Executive Officer of The Source:
Dear Arkansan,
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The Healing Properties of Cannabis for Cancer Patients
When I was in third grade, my mother was diagnosed with stage one breast cancer. At only 40 years old, my mom thought getting a mammogram was a bit overkill considering she had felt no lumps when performing her own breast exam, as well as the doctor not feeling anything of significance during her annual gynecology exam. At her doctor’s prodding, she opted to have a mammogram. Thanks to that mammogram her doctor was able to detect small, dust-like particles spread throughout my mom’s right breast. Today, my mom is 23 years cancer-free. In recognition of Breast Cancer Awareness month, The Source honors those who have lost their battle against this disease and the survivors still fighting it by raising awareness with a commentary on the benefits of using cannabis while battling this horrible disease. Breast Cancer is a disease in which malignant (cancer) cells form in the breast tissue. It is the most common type of cancer among women, and affects thousands of people, including men, every year. Statistics show that every 2 minutes a woman is diagnosed in the United States with breast cancer, including 1 in 8 women being diagnosed with the disease in her lifetime (National Breast Cancer Foundation [NBCF], n.d.). Although rare, men are susceptible to this disease, with 1 out of every 100 breast cancers diagnosed being found in a man (CDC, 2021). On average, women should begin receiving breast cancer screenings at least every other year starting as early as 40 years old. Over the years, people have begun to learn about the benefits of using cannabis as a form of medication. When it comes to cancer, cannabis has become a common method of treating side effects caused by the disease and the many treatments used to fight it, such as chemotherapy and radiation. Believed by supporters to be a more natural form of medication, cannabis contains cannabinoids. Cannabinoids are active ingredients in the cannabis plant that can help treat many symptoms experienced by Cancer patients. THC and CBD are the most common terms cannabis users are familiar with. THC is short for delta-9-tetrahydrocannabinol. This cannabinoid is the psychoactive component that causes the “high” effect. THC is beneficial in treating symptoms such as chronic pain, nausea, and vomiting. It helps alleviate inflammation and can also serve as an antioxidant. CBD stands for cannabidiol and is a non-psychoactive component of the cannabis plant. CBD, like THC, is helpful in reducing pain and inflammation, as well as treating seizures, insomnia, anxiety, and paranoia. Research shows how cannabis and its main components may slow or reverse the growth of specific cancer cells. In 2019, a promising lab study found that the Cannabis sativa L. plant from South Africa was most successful in disturbing MCF-7 breast cancer (a hormone-positive breast cancer) cell growth (Villines, 2022). Although cannabis has not been proven to cure cancer, there are undeniable benefits to medicating with this plant. Cannabis has a very distinct odor commonly compared to that of a skunk. When it comes to this exceptional plant, however, there are many other aromas detected underneath that skunky smell. These scents are caused by terpenes, the aromatic compounds that give many flowers and herbs their unique smells (Stone, 2021). Every strain of cannabis has its own set of terpene profiles that give a strain its specific scent. Terpenes help enhance the effects of cannabis when combined with other cannabinoids through a process called “the entourage effect.”There are over 150 different terpenes! Some of the more common ones found in cannabis are myrcene, caryophyllene, limonene, pinene, terpinolene, linalool, humulene, and ocimene. For many years, scientists have been researching the benefits of terpenes and how they assist in fighting cancer. Some terpenes seem to display anticancer properties and help inhibit the growth of cancer cells. Limonene, for example, has shown to be beneficial as an anticancer and antitumor agent. Other terpenes exhibiting anticancer properties are pinene, camphor, terpinolene, and beta-myrcene. Below is a list of strains found in your area that may assist in your battle against cancer. There are many different ways of consuming cannabis. The most popular way is by smoking it. Smoking cannabis is beneficial as it gives the most immediate effect. It is great for when one needs quick relief from symptoms such as chronic pain, headaches or migraines, nausea, and panic attacks. Smoking, however, is not the only way to intake this medicinal plant. Another method of consuming is through using cannabis concentrate. Cannabis concentrate comes in many forms including oils, waxes, sugars, etc, and is an extremely potent form of cannabis. Vaping is the easiest way to consume cannabis concentrate as it comes in a prefilled cartridge. Some cartridges are disposable with a battery included, while others are sold as a standalone cartridge. Vaporizer batteries are available at most smoke shops. More experienced cannabis users prefer to “dab.” Dabbing is the act of vaporizing cannabis concentrate through means of a dab rig or nectar collector. A torch is needed to heat the equipment to allow the concentrate to evaporate. There are also electronic dab rigs and nectar collectors that make dabbing easier and more convenient. Like smoking, vaping and dabbing are methods for quicker relief of symptoms. Edibles are a more delicious way to consume cannabis, however, the effects take longer to feel. When ingesting cannabis, effects typically take anywhere from 30 minutes to an hour as it is being processed through the liver. Edibles come in a variety of products, including gummies, chocolates, drinks, tinctures, and more. When dosing, it is best to start out small, anywhere from 2.5mg to 5mg. Most cultivators dose their edibles around 10mg, which is considered one serving. If you are new to using cannabis or even if you are a longtime user, negative side effects can occur if too much THC is ingested. In the cannabis community, we call this “greening out.” Unlike other drugs, there have been no reports of fatalities related to overdosing on weed. Let me repeat: You cannot die from the act of ingesting too much cannabis. Side effects can range from mild to severe, and can include but are not limited to anxiety, rapid heart rate, nausea, vomiting, dizziness, and paranoia (Coelho, 2021). Fear not, though. There are many ways of combating these unpleasant feelings. If you feel like you are too high, take some deep breaths to try and relax yourself. Sipping on water or eating something light can aid in lessening the high. Since CBD aids in alleviating anxiety and paranoia, consuming a CBD tincture or edible will also help counteract any negative feelings caused from overindulging. If all else fails, other possible remedies include chewing or sniffing black peppercorn or sucking or smelling a tart lemon. Medical professionals and scientists are still researching the benefits and risks of using medical cannabis. Here at The Source, our budtenders are trained and educated in all things cannabis to provide our patients with the best experience. Our knowledge is based on research and personal experiences with cannabis and in no way should replace your physician’s orders. If you suffer from cancer or are undergoing chemotherapy or radiation treatment, ask your budtender about what flower strains and products we offer to help assist you in your battle against cancer. For more information on the benefits of cannabis on breast cancer, see the links below: Anti-cancer potential of cannabis terpenes in a Taxol-resistant model of breast cancer Future Aspects for Cannabinoids in Breast Cancer Therapy WHAT IS BREAST CANCER?
CANCER + CANNABIS
TERPENES FOR CANCER PATIENTS
METHODS OF CONSUMPTION
POSSIBLE SIDE EFFECTS: WAYS TO COMBAT BEING “TOO HIGH”
WHERE TO GO FROM HERE
The Source Team
January 7, 2025

Spooky Strains for the Halloween Season
Autumn is upon us and with that comes the start of the holiday season. First is Halloween, the spookiest one of all. It is a tradition originating from Samhain, an ancient Celtic festival where people would light bonfires and dress in costumes to ward off ghosts. On this night, it is believed the veil between the living and the dead ceases, and the dead are able to walk amongst the living for the day.
To help celebrate this chilling night, The Source has assembled a list of our spookiest strains and products just for you!
FIRST UP, STRAINS IN ARKANSAS:
Sour Apple
Sour Apple is an indica-dominant hybrid that impacts both the body and mind. With an uplifting cerebral high at first, one will feel motivated and sociable before the body high hits, locking one to the couch. This is the perfect strain for a night with friends watching a horror movie. Some popular ones we love are Friday the 13th, Halloween, A Nightmare on Elm Street, Chucky, and Scream.
Terpenes: Myrcene, Caryophyllene, Limonene
Helps Relieve: ADD/ADHD, Anxiety, Chronic Pain, Depression, Inflammation, Insomnia, Sleep Apnea, Loss of Appetite, Migraines, Mood Swings, Stress
Freakshow
Freakshow is a mutation of an unknown sativa flower, perfect for this strange and mischievous holiday! The high is instant, hitting both the body and mind with a tingly sensation felt all over. The mind is uplifted to a euphoric state filled by a creative energy with the physical to match. Enjoy this strain while decorating or making your own Halloween decor!
Terpenes: Beta-Myrcene, Alpha-Pinene, Linalool
Helps Relieve: Depression, Chronic Pain, Appetite Loss, Nausea, Cramps, Muscle Spasms, Stress
Delicious Candy
Delicious Candy is the strain to satisfy your sweet tooth this Halloween! A happy euphoria uplifts the mind into a blissful state, as the body calms, relaxing into a sedative one. Smoke this strain after your kids have gone to bed and it is time to dig into their trick-or-treating stash.
Terpenes: Caryophyllene, Limonene, Myrene, Terpinolene, Linalool
Helps Relieve: Anorexia, Multiple Sclerosis, Chronic Pain, Inflammation, Depression, PMS, Fibromyalgia, Glaucoma
MAC ‘n’ Jack
MAC ‘n’ Jack is a hybrid strain with a potent high that creeps up on you. The effects take over the mind first, bringing a wave of creativity with it, before traveling down the body, gluing one to their seat. Enjoy this strain while carving a pumpkin and watching a fun Halloween movie! Some of our favorites include Hocus Pocus, The Nightmare Before Christmas, and Beetlejuice!
Terpenes: Linalool, Humulene, Terpineol, Caryophyllene
Helps Relieve: Anxiety, Chronic Pain, Cramps, Depression, Muscle Spasms, PTSD, Stress
Ghost OG
Ghost OG is the perfect strain for the haunting season. As the effects lift the mind into a happy euphoria, a body buzz can be felt, easing one into a calm and relaxed state. Enjoy this strain with friends while exploring a haunted house. Maybe you’ll see a real ghost!
Terpenes: Terpinolene, Myrcene, Pinene, Limonene, Caryophyllene Helps Relieve: Chronic Pain, Anxiety, Insomnia, Muscle Aches, Depression, Stress Area 41 is a balanced hybrid that will get you moving. Expect a burst of energy followed by a powerful cerebral buzz that leaves one feeling euphoric and tingly from head to toe. Smoke this strain before dressing up in costume and heading to a Halloween party for a truly supernatural night! Be careful not to get abducted by any aliens, though. Terpenes: Caryophyllene, Limonene, Linalool Helps Relieve: Depression, Stress, Nausea If you want to celebrate Halloween discreetly, Good Day Farm’s Baked Apple Pie gummies are the perfect solution. These gummies taste just like an apple pie with their sweet, cinnamon-sugar and tart apple flavors! Expect to be uplifted into a happy, giggly state while the body relaxes without the couch-lock. Pop one of these into your mouth before going to a costume party for a deliciously spooky time! If gummies aren’t your thing and you want to take a stab at making Halloween-themed edibles, below is a step by step guide on how to make canna-butter or canna-oil. Strawberry Cough is a classic sativa strain known for its fresh strawberry flavor and potent effects. Users can expect an intense head high that energizes and sparks creativity. A delicious strain that easily sends users into a fit of giggles, Strawberry Cough is perfect for a Halloween party with friends or trick-or-treating until the candy runs out. Terpenes: Myrcene, Caryophyllene, Pinene Helps Relieve: Anxiety, Chronic Pain, Depression, Inflammation, Stress Fifth Dimension is a hybrid strain that leans indica. The high starts off with a heavy cerebral high that relaxes users into a calm and creative state. This strain is a great match for making Halloween crafts or watching a good psychological thriller like The Chilling Adventures of Sabrina and American Horror story. Terpenes: Beta-Caryophyllene, Limonene, Beta-Myrcene Helps Relieve: ADD/ADHD, Anxiety, Chronic Pain, Depression, Inflammation, Insomnia, Appetite Loss, PTSD Purple Sunset is an indica-leaning hybrid that eases users into a balanced high of both the body and mind. This strain provides a calm, uplifting high without sedation. Its medley of citrus, floral, and spice scents is reminiscent of popular Autumn treats making it a perfect compliment to an evening spent reading a book or binging Halloween specials. Terpenes: Myrcene, Linalool, Limonene Helps Relieve: ADD/ADHD, Anxiety, Appetite Loss, Chronic Pain, Depression, Nausea, Stress How to decarb flower: 1 - Preheat your oven to 220 degrees Fahrenheit. 2 - Grind up your flower and spread it evenly on a baking sheet covered in aluminum foil. 3 - Place in the oven and bake for 30-40 minutes, stirring halfway through. If the flower is turning brown too quickly or smells like its burning, turn down the temperature of your oven. The cannabis is done when it looks lightly toasted and golden brown. How to decarb concentrate: 1 - Preheat your oven to 240 degrees Fahrenheit. 2 - Put a piece of parchment paper on a baking sheet, and place the concentrate in the center of the parchment paper. 3 - Place in the oven and bake for 30 minutes. At 30 minutes, take it out and stir out the bubbles. Place back in the oven for another 15 minutes. 4 - After 15 minutes, turn off the oven and crack open the door. Leave in for another 15 minutes. 5 - Take the baking sheet out of the oven and place in the freezer for 2 minutes. *Don’t have time to decarb and infuse? RSO, dabbable syringes, and full extract canna oil (FECO) are fully decarbed. They can be consumed as is, but are much tastier when prepared as part your favorite treat! These extracts are readily able to be added to any base ingredient such as butter, coconut oil, etc. Heat desired dosage of preferred extract with any base ingredient and stir. Once evenly mixed, it is ready to use. *Take note: the more flower or concentrate you use, the more potent your edibles will be. To calculate how strong your edibles are, visit this edible dosage calculator. When infusing, you can use any type of butter or oil you prefer as your base ingredient, however, coconut oil is ideal for several reasons. Coconut oil is high in saturated fat, which helps bind the THC to the oil, and is a great alternative for users who are lactose intolerant or vegan. It also can help mask the taste of weed and enhance the flavor of your edibles. Infusing with flower 1 - Take your decarbed flower and combine it with your base ingredient. 2 - Place the mixture in a double-boiler, slow cooker, or saucepan, and simmer on low for 2-3 hours. Make sure the oil temperature stays between 160-200 degrees Fahrenheit. 3 - When done, strain the infused oil using a mesh strainer or cheesecloth into a clean container. Infusing with concentrate 1 - Take your decarbed concentrate out of the freezer and place in a pot with your base ingredient. 2 - Heat on low until concentrate is completely dissolved. 3 - Pour into a clean container. The hard part is over and it is time to make your edibles! Get creative with it, and try to make some cute and spooky treats. For Halloween treat ideas, check out these ideas on Cannadish. Have a frighteningly good Halloween!Area 41
Baked Apple Pie Gummies
STRAINS IN MISSOURI:
Strawberry Cough
Fifth Dimension
Purple Sunset
HOW TO MAKE CANNA-BUTTER or CANNA-OIL:
Step 1: Pick Your Cannabis Strain
Step 2: Decarb Your Flower or Concentrate
Step 3: Choose Your Base Ingredient
Step 4: Time to Infuse
Step 5: Make your edibles!
Step 6: Enjoy your edibles 🤤
Come visit The Source and celebrate spooky season with us! Remember, while we try our hardest to keep everything in stock, some of these strains may be sold out or unavailable. Regardless, our crew is always ready to help. Please ask your budtender for similar options.
The Source Team
January 7, 2025

Cannabis Patient Story: Wendy (part 2 of 3)
The Source proudly shares this cannabis patient story from our friend and podcast host, Wendy. Below, in part 2 of 3, Wendy shares how she reclaimed her well-being through sheer determination and medical cannabis treatment. (If you haven’t read part 1 of Wendy’s story yet, find it here.) I can vividly recall the moment when my acquaintance, Donna, transformed into a true friend—someone who would play a vital role in the challenging journey to wellness I was so invested in. It was the moment when she fearlessly offered me her cannabis. As the marijuana’s effects began manifesting within me, Donna explained that it was her final day of work for the next three months. She had completed all work duties as a teacher at a community college and had taken the next semester off for a much-needed break. Without hesitation, she made a heartfelt commitment to assist me daily until I was healed. I knew this was a sign that I was on the right path. Now I would have daily support as I worked towards wellness. Having a companion like Donna by my side throughout the withdrawal process from all the pharmaceutical drugs was a source of immense comfort. Each day presented its obstacles, from the physical struggle to move and care for myself, to the mental and emotional struggles, including anxiety, fear, and depression, to the sheer determination required to persevere. Donna proved to be a godsend, a constant presence who would urge me on, even in moments of excruciating pain, relentless in her encouragement, "Let's get higher." My body and brain were still adjusting to the fact that it was medicine. It was a bit of a mind-twist at first due to all of the reefer madness indoctrination I had encountered throughout my life. So, we did. Day after day, we leaned on marijuana as a tool to navigate my tumultuous journey to healing and wellness. The process was particularly grueling due to the difficulty of weaning off pharmaceutical medicines like Gabapentin, Cymbalta, morphine, and Percocet, which all posed unique challenges throughout the healing process. Some challenges included electric shocks in my arms and legs, nausea, deep depressive thoughts, heightened anxiety, muscle spasms, and extremely heightened pain. The side effects were easily alleviated by the marijuana I was using. I needed Donna's encouragement to use cannabis, as my body and brain were still adjusting to the fact that it was medicine. It was a bit of a mind-twist at first due to all of the reefer madness indoctrination I had encountered throughout my life. But the side effects of withdrawal were devastating at times. I had to start to trust in the process and enjoy the elation, happiness, and decreased negative symptoms the plant provided me. As I embarked on my journey with cannabis, I indulged in whatever foods I desired. Ben and Jerry's ice cream became a staple in my diet, and Donna graciously ensured that all my cravings were met. However, the repercussions of eating these foods were apparent in the form of my weight, which had soared to nearly 300 lbs during my illness, and continued to climb. I felt ashamed regarding my size, recognizing that it negatively impacted my physical and emotional health, although my physicians never broached the topic. It became evident that other health remedies were equally crucial in conjunction with cannabis to achieve balance and wellness. While marijuana established a foundation of homeostasis within my brain, blood vessels, organs, and body as a whole, it opened my eyes to the importance of considering other lifestyle choices for optimal wellness and well-being. I knew I would need to tackle this soon, but I had more important concerns to handle first. I realized that obtaining a legal, medical marijuana card in Massachusetts was vital for treatment. Until then, I had relied on Donna for access to my medication. It was time for me to stand on my own two feet, both figuratively and literally. However, the journey proved to be more complex than anticipated. I discovered that my doctors couldn't prescribe cannabis outright; they could only provide a "recommendation." Additionally, most clinics refused to recommend medical cannabis for fear of losing their licenses since it was still federally illegal. As a healthcare professional, this revelation was startling. Driven to keep moving forward, I kept researching and eventually found a clinic called Cannacare Docs that housed healthcare professionals capable of providing medical marijuana recommendations. The side effects of withdrawal were devastating at times. I had to start to trust in the process and enjoy the elation, happiness, and decreased negative symptoms the plant provided me. I arrived at the healthcare clinic with medical records, identification, and cash for the visit. I felt like I was going underground and stepping into the future simultaneously. The receptionist accepted my state ID and medical records and asked me for the payment. I handed her the cash, hopeful that this was all legit. I knew it was; this was the first time I had handed over cash for a medical appointment before it took place, though. The receptionist asked me to fill out some forms and hold onto them until I was called. I sat nervously, waiting amongst several other patients. I completed the forms, and finally, they called my name. A clinician in a Cannacare Docs smock asked me to follow him into a treatment room. He took my blood pressure, pulse, and the clinic forms I had filled out. He asked me a few questions and then taught me about Massachusetts's current laws at the time for medical marijuana use. He also explained different routes of administration, how to store marijuana properly, and more. He gave me a handout with all of the information he went over included in it. Intrigued by their thorough approach, I left the clinic armed with some cannabis wellness education and my recommendation. I had paid the cash fee of $200, a fee I would now have to pay out of pocket annually. Subsequently, I had to pay an additional $50 to the state of Massachusetts to register as a medical marijuana patient. The realization struck me—this financial burden could pose a significant hardship for many disabled individuals. Despite my disability payments being somewhat higher due to my extensive work history, it was a hardship for me, and I recognized the impact it could have on others. Nonetheless, I felt a sense of relief in becoming a legal patient. Unfortunately, the cannabis industry was just beginning to take shape in Massachusetts, and dispensaries did not exist. I soon learned that caregivers had the authority to grow marijuana for patients, but in a ridiculous twist, the clinic was forbidden from sharing a list of legally approved caregivers. The situation seemed utterly absurd! I had paid a total of $250, yet there was still no medicine readily available, and the limited avenues to obtain it were frustratingly convoluted. "Is this truly how they treat patients?" I thought in disbelief. Fortune smiled upon me when, through word of mouth from someone who assisted me with daily tasks such as showers and cleaning, I stumbled upon a potential solution. I mentioned my predicament, and to my delight, my helper knew a caregiver who could help. I felt a sense of joy as he visited my home and assessed all my diseases and symptoms. In his presence, I felt an overwhelming sense of comfort and compassion, reminiscent of the days when a doctor would make house calls during my childhood illnesses. The caregiver asked pertinent questions about the diseases and symptoms I was experiencing. He knew these were predominantly inflammatory and autoimmune. I was impressed with the depth of his medical knowledge. I was filled with gratitude to have this healthcare provider on my team. My medical cannabis caregiver outlined the marijuana strains he intended to grow specifically for me, both those already available and those he planned to cultivate. He also said he would take the notes he took home and review them further. He let me know if he had more questions after that, he would contact me. It was apparent that he cared very much about my physical health and mental health. He clearly wanted to find the proper treatment and marijuana plants specifically for me. Expressing my gratitude, I donated money for his effort and received a supply of organically grown, extraordinary cannabis. It was a promising beginning, and Donna shared in my excitement, eagerly anticipating how much of a positive impact this particular natural medicine would have on my health. I was also grateful to share this experience with her, as we had shared so many stories, pearls of wisdom, and some of the most challenging moments of my life. Some were heartbreaking moments, although there were hilarious, beautiful moments too. She witnessed the journey I had embarked on, not knowing if it would work or what would happen. We were pioneers. As I continued to wean down on the pharmaceuticals and gain more mental clarity, I realized I still had to use arm crutches to walk. Since mainstream medicine had essentially failed me, I decided to examine alternative medicine closely for some answers to this problem. Earlier in my life, I saw a chiropractor, an acupuncturist, an herbalist, and a craniosacral therapist for different ailments and conditions. On all of those occasions, those practitioners helped me immensely. I thought it might be time to revisit that. It turned out Donna knew an excellent chiropractor, so I decided to see him. When I learned about his fee, I thought, "I'm not sure how I'm going to do this." Between the marijuana not being covered by insurance and the chiropractor, I was unsure I could afford much else. I didn't let it stop me, though. That same voice that told me my body could heal itself kept telling me, "The universe is always providing." So, I kept moving forward. I went to the chiropractor, and he offered for me to see him for half the price. I took this as a sign that I was moving in the right direction and began treatment. The Global Wellness Institute defines wellness as "the active pursuit of activities, choices, and lifestyles that lead to a state of holistic health." I started to recall in my memory information I had previously known. For instance, sugar, which I had discovered earlier in my life, is known to increase inflammation and is particularly detrimental for individuals not only with diabetes but also with any kind of inflammatory or autoimmune illnesses. I had the epiphany that food can function as medicine, too, and I started exploring this further. I searched Google for foods that cause inflammation and foods that would encourage health and discourage disease. I added to the search specifically foods that could heal and prevent further disease to the search. I realized that I had to start shopping on the outside perimeter of the market where fresh and unprocessed food lived and at farmers' markets. I learned about pesticides and the dirty dozen list—and how purchasing only organic versions of the foods on that list was important. Nutrition, I learned, was paramount to health and wellness. While marijuana established a foundation of homeostasis within my brain, blood vessels, organs, and body as a whole, it opened my eyes to the importance of considering other lifestyle choices for optimal wellness and well-being. Consequently, Donna and I discontinued our relationship with Ben and Jerry's ice cream and instead began purchasing organic food, more produce, focusing on fresh vegetables, and cooking meals instead of relying on takeout. Furthermore, I recognized the significance of physical activity, adequate sleep, and filling your mind with positive influences. "These are the health remedies," I thought to myself. I couldn't wait to converse with Donna about my contemplated ruminations. The results were fabulous. Together, we decided to start swimming at the YWCA. Being in a women's center made me feel at ease with my body and allowed me to comfortably engage in exercise. Fortunately, we could save money with this new positive endeavor and obtain reduced membership fees. Swimming was an excellent way to begin to move my body again. I started my physical health journey by just walking in the water. We went to the YWCA daily during the week. It was exhausting at first just going through the routine of walking to the locker room with my arm crutches, getting undressed, donning a swimsuit, and walking to the pool area, where I used an electronic lift to lower myself into the pool at first. By the time I was in, I was already exhausted. I knew this was a health treatment and remedy I needed, so I persevered. I was, after all, a therapist at heart. I knew about all of the evidence and science of exercise and its healing abilities for the body and soul. Before long, I didn't need the lift and could lower myself into the pool. I also went from walking laps to actually swimming in the water. We soon realized that we were not sleeping enough. I often had increased pain at night, and we had the habit of watching funny TV shows and movies or having deep conversations late into the night. We needed to focus on this issue, as adequate rest is essential for disease healing and prevention of future diseases. We finally committed to establishing a reasonable and achievable bedtime, and medical cannabis was a dutiful aid for this process. People often ask me how I persevered. It was the fact that I changed my mind and decided that I could be healthier; this was the most essential health remedy. People often ask me how I persevered through the lengthy and grueling process of recovering health and wellness from such a low point. The truth is, it was the fact that I changed my mind and decided that I could be healthier; this was the most essential health remedy. I studied all the sciences in school to become an occupational therapist. I knew how the body worked. I had rediscovered the fact that it could heal itself. But I realized that while this is true, you must put the body in the right conditions to do what it is built to do. So while changing my mind to the positive and deciding that I could be healthy was pivotal, cannabis medicine was just as crucial. It was marijuana creating homeostasis in my body and clarity in my brain, ultimately paving the way for the health remedies and positive changes to be a significant part of my health and wellness journey. I could genuinely feel my physical self transforming for the better. I was starting to lose weight and have more energy, and I could recognize that with the combination of the cannabis plant and the health remedies, I was starting to heal. More importantly, the suffering was ending, and the quality of my life was improving. A remarkable moment occurred during a visit to the chiropractor. He demonstrated improved alignment and strength of my spine, retesting me as he did during the evaluation he performed at the start of the course of treatment. He also had me perform some exercises that I could not previously perform. It was also clear that my pain had lessened. Encouraged by my progress, he suggested that I try walking around the room without my arm crutches. Surprisingly, I managed it effortlessly, standing tall and meeting his gaze. It was an incredibly gratifying experience, and I exclaimed, "No amount of pills could have ever accomplished this. Thank you, Doctor." He nodded, acknowledging my progress, and said, "We still have more work to do, but you are visibly healthier. Keep going." I wholeheartedly agreed, expressing my gratitude from the bottom, and top, of my heart. As my healing and transformation continued, I grew increasingly bothered by my hair. I realized that remnants of pharmaceutical chemicals were lingering in my hair, creating an unpleasant and unclean sensation due to their combination with hair dye remnants. While driving with Donna one day, I revealed that I had been thinking about shaving my head. She wholeheartedly supported me and promptly pointed out a nearby salon. We pulled over and practically ran into the salon. I explained my intentions to the receptionist, who agreed they could accommodate my request. As each line and section of hair was gradually shaved off, I felt a growing sense of liberation. Tears welled in my eyes when the task was completed, followed by laughter. I loved it; there was no longer anywhere to hide. As each line and section of hair was gradually shaved off, I felt a growing sense of liberation. Tears welled in my eyes, followed by laughter. I loved it; there was no longer anywhere to hide. Shortly after that, I realized that I had not only regained the ability to walk without assistive devices but also shed 25 pounds and successfully weaned myself off ten pharmaceutical drugs. I began to feel genuinely well, with cannabis effectively managing my pain, anxiety, and PTSD symptoms. I had limited hope before this transformative journey when I relied on sixteen different pharmaceutical medicines. At that time, each month, new ailments and symptoms would emerge, such as viral meningitis, high fevers, and myasthenia gravis, including drooping eyelids and double vision, causing hospitalizations. I even had an allergic reaction to the flu shot. However, these symptoms gradually receded into the background as my use of medical marijuana, my lifestyle changes, other herbal supplements, alternative treatments, and the sheer determination to improve my life took hold instead. I became increasingly aware of the impact of illness and the mainstream healthcare system on others. Realizing the need for guidance with the remaining six medications and wanting to demonstrate the potential of cannabis and positive lifestyle choices, I scheduled an appointment with my doctor. As I anxiously waited in the room, unsure what to expect, my doctor entered. I stood up and walked towards him. Upon seeing me, he smiled uncontrollably and exclaimed, "Wendy Edge, is that really you? Standing tall without any device, looking slimmer? How did you do it?" Before, new ailments and symptoms would emerge each month. But these symptoms gradually receded into the background as my use of medical marijuana, my lifestyle changes, other herbal supplements, alternative treatments, and the sheer determination to improve my life took hold instead. Overwhelmed with emotion, tears in my eyes, and hope in my heart, I explained my journey. To my delight, my physician wholeheartedly supported every decision I made. He revealed that he legally couldn’t tell me to stop taking any of the medicines I was previously on. “You have a diagnosis that goes with every drug prescribed. I could have lost my license if I told you to stop them. I’m glad you found alternatives and are feeling better,” he said. Returning home, brimming with pride and motivated to continue my pursuit of health and wellness using natural means, I decided to meditate on my next steps. I closed my eyes, finding comfort in my seated position. Instantly, a vivid image of a bulldozer appeared in my mind. Intrigued, I asked my higher self for its meaning. Then, the bulldozer reappeared, its depths filled with pill bottles and injections. It was an incredibly powerful revelation. Months had passed since I last heard from my wife. I was missing her and was unclear about the future. The following morning, as I opened my email, there it was—an email from her. As a musician, she shared her latest song creations with me. Given our separation, I was wondering if she would continue doing so. However, the subject line read: "New Song." I anxiously opened the email, discovering that the file was labeled "Bulldozer." The file name was another sign. It was a treatment for my soul. Not only did we still have a connection, which was mentally and emotionally affirming, but the bulldozer had some importance. The connection between my meditation from the previous night, the journey I was embarking on, and my doctor's visit suddenly became clear. It became apparent that I was meant to help others understand and access cannabis, learn about the health remedies, and explore alternative healthcare options. People needed an alternative to mainstream medicine. If they desired comprehensive well-being beyond the reliance on pills, tests, and surgeries, they needed to understand the potential benefits of using cannabis as medicine and discover what other options were available. And so it was. Bulldozer Health was born.Weaning off pharmaceuticals
Obtaining a medical cannabis card
Personalized treatment with cannabis
Wellness: a state of holistic health
Walking without crutches
Returning to the mainstream doctor
Synchronicities & a new passion
Continue reading about Wendy’s health journey in Part 3 »
If you are interested in learning more about Wendy's consulting services, visit her website or contact her directly via email at edgecoachingandconsulting@gmail.com.
The Source Team
January 7, 2025

Cannabis Patient Story: Wendy (part 3 of 3)
When I was a child, my father attempted to instill in me the belief that hope was a ship that sank. I found this notion absurd, for I had always felt different from the rest of my family. While they envisioned a life centered around staying put, settling down, and raising a family, I craved adventure and a broader understanding of the world. My aspirations were rooted in education, self-reliance, and positively impacting the world. As fate would have it, in the events of my life, I fell seriously ill, and during that trying period, my father's words seemed to grow in unsettling truth. Yet, deep down, believing in his outlook was skewed in my mind and not credible due to his poor actions toward me during my childhood. At the tender age of eight, I discovered I possessed a gifted IQ, and I realized that I often surpassed the understanding of the adults around me. I learned to navigate life on my own terms, breaking free from the limitations imposed on me and persevering against all odds. Learning to do this at a young age proved valuable as I dealt with my illness later in life. At this stage in my health and wellness journey, as my health improved, I began to view hope as a lifeboat—far more fitting than my father's sinking ship metaphor. I understood that I had control over my destiny and the power to steer my life in a desirable direction. I had learned to define empowerment and live into it, building the road as I lived life and giving it meaning. My wellness journey brought unforeseen improvements, and I could now walk on a treadmill, swim, cook wholesome meals, and enjoy time with friends without feeling sick. Reflecting on the countless pharmaceutical drugs I had been prescribed, I realized that blindly following the doctor's plan would likely have killed me. The cycle of illnesses caused by pharmaceutical drug overload was an eye-opener. I had developed physical and mental dependence on these drugs and didn't even realize it. It troubled me how mainstream medical practitioners seldom discussed lifestyle choices or alternative remedies to pills, tests, and surgeries. Moreover, the treatments I sought for my sense of well-being, including cannabis, were not covered by insurance, making them attainable but at a financial burden. One day, while watching television, I became infuriated by the pharmaceutical companies’ drug advertisements bombarding me. It felt like they were directly marketing chemicals to the public, utilizing the same subliminal seduction and marketing tactics as consumer products like Coca-Cola or peanut butter cups. This realization intensified my frustration, and my journey of self-discovery transformed into a passion for helping others break free from the limitations of conventional medicine. The burning desire to make a difference also resonated with my son, Antonio. At 14, he eagerly stepped up to help me establish a nonprofit organization that I named "Bulldozer Health." Together, we embarked on a journey to facilitate access to cannabis recommendations and other "alternative" health methods while educating and inspiring people about proper health and the remedies that had worked wonders for me. With Antonio's technical expertise, we swiftly set up a website and social media pages, connecting with like-minded individuals enthusiastic about joining our cause. We organized a conference call that garnered the participation of 30 people from across the country, all eager to contribute to our vision of empowering people to take charge of their health. Realizing the importance of spreading awareness about pharmaceuticals, cannabis, alternative health, and lifestyle choices, I decided to venture into the media realm. Despite having no background in this field, I knew that my voice had the power to reach people and inspire hope and positive change. Years of spiritual growth and healing had revealed my gift for healing by using my voice, and I knew I could use it to influence others positively. Armed with a few initial recordings, I started "The Bulldozer Health Show" podcast. My wife Angela and I had been reconnecting, and I asked her to get involved since she was a producer. It was time to return to Arkansas and see what was needed there anyway. My eldest son, Jacob, bought my plane ticket. Angela and I met and started working on recordings at The Fayetteville Public Library. That's when she came up with the idea of making it a tv and radio show, too. I contacted Fayetteville Public Television (FPTV), and they loved the idea of helping us make a tv show. They were very supportive and helpful (and remain so to this day). They had the equipment, the skills beyond what Angela knew, and volunteers interested in the project. It was perfect. We started producing the show at FPTV. I was the host, and Angela assumed the role of producer. We had leveled up. The show soon caught the attention of radio stations in Massachusetts, Rhode Island, and Arkansas, giving me a broader platform to share the message of Bulldozer Health. In time The Bulldozer Health Show had six seasons, and the last one aired on KNWA-TV (NBC) in Fayetteville. Mainstream television! They had to air it at midnight because of the cannabis and alternative health content, but they did air it. Having our show aired on television was an honor for Angela, me, and everyone involved in Bulldozer Health. After the last show aired, we dabbled in some content ideas and finally settled on a live radio show. We called it "The Wendy Love Edge Show." In 2011, shortly before I became ill, I added Love to the middle of my name. I wanted people to say the word and see it often. As a spiritualist, I knew that love was the answer to every possible question, and I wanted others to realize that too. In a short time, people were calling me Wendy Love Edge. When I began my journey, I had no idea I would be delving into media or doing any of the things I am doing now. It was fitting to name the show this. The first few seasons were hosted by myself and local comedian Topher Kogen. That show informed, inspired, entertained, and truly created a community. We started live on kpsq.org 97.3 FM in Fayetteville and quickly developed an audience. We soon outgrew their studio because we were bringing in wellness and alternative health guests, cannabis guests, and a band live in the studio each week. The space was small and cramped at times. When I contacted FPTV to bring this show back to that TV studio, they had much confidence that the show would grow further and have an audience there. As Bulldozer Health gained momentum, I took the stage for "Health Talks," public speaking engagements where I narrated my transformative story and encouraged others to embrace their well-being journey. I started saying, "Take back your health, America," at the end of every talk, asking the audience to repeat it. And repeat it they did, loudly and with enthusiasm. The energy created was amazing, and it helped drive me forward. The passion within me to help humanity was alive and thriving. I was learning many new skills, from event management to public speaking, and continually gaining knowledge about cannabis and alternative health. It was all exciting, interesting, and rewarding. The establishment of our nonprofit status in the spring reinforced our commitment to educate, inspire, and provide access to alternative health solutions. Over the next six years, Bulldozer Health flourished and served the public through a combination of podcasts, radio shows, TV appearances, and a concert tour featuring 35 musical acts across four states. The tour was called "Take Back Your Health America." It was a great way to inspire people and create community. Our collaborations with alternative health providers, cannabis doctors, and growers allowed us to provide free medical visits for cannabis recommendations, share cannabis medicine and herbal remedies to those in need (where legal), and sponsor alternative health visits for those who couldn't afford them. We even developed a community garden to offer free organic vegetables to those facing hardship in four states: Massachusetts, Rhode Island, Connecticut, and Arkansas. I was in Massachusetts still, and though Arkansas was far away, that was the state I had gotten extremely ill in. It was important to me to share our message there. In 2019, Bulldozer Health proudly organized Fayetteville, Arkansas' first 420 festival, celebrating holistic health and well-being. It was called "The Green Heart Festival." The energy created by the inaugural festival was amazing, and more volunteers began to get involved. As the chief volunteer and queen of Bulldozer Health, I had to ensure that I still cared for myself and balanced my volunteer work by regularly doing everything I spoke about. It was a balancing act for sure as things were growing. However, the outbreak of the worldwide pandemic in 2020 brought unforeseen challenges, forcing us to cancel our planned 420 festival for Fayetteville on April 20, 2020. As a grassroots organization, it became apparent that we couldn't sustain Bulldozer Health any longer, and with a heavy heart, we closed the nonprofit at the end of 2020. The journey had its ups and downs. Overall, it was a fantastic experience that brought many volunteers, ideas, and attention to the cause. Our impact on countless lives filled us with immense pride and fulfillment. The passion for making a difference in the world remained alive within me, and I knew that my journey, though transformed, was far from over. Much like Bulldozer Health, my health journey provided ups and downs over the years. I was able to keep my pharmaceutical drug list in my control. Asking questions about side effects and interactions for any drug they want to prescribe is my norm. I say no to them often, and sometimes with challenges from the doctor. It doesn't matter to me if they disagree. It's my body and my life. Any doctor that doesn't agree with cannabis use or who tries to tell me smoking joints isn't good for me won't stay on my medical team because I know that it was medical marijuana that saved my life and continues to create the homeostasis necessary for my health and wellness. And not only that, smoking flower improves the asthma that I have. Not vaping, of course— smoking. There are studies to support this. The truth is, I believe I have a cannabinoid deficiency. My body never feels right without some added cannabinoids. It's the key that unlocks my actual health and wellness. The power is truly in the plant. I have learned that due to long-term Federal prohibition, many people have a cannabinoid deficiency. When they learn about the possibility of improved health and wellness with cannabis medicine, or medical marijuana, they are often compelled to try it. I hear the same story from people over and over. When they start to use the medicine, they finally feel like their body is working right. They finally have some hope. Wellness is truly a winding journey, not a straight line. There's no magic cure, including cannabis, even though it is an excellent medicine for many ailments and has killed no one. But still, it isn't for EVERY body. It requires self-modification, exploration, and education to get the right blend that works optimally. And pharmaceutical drugs still have their place. We must not throw the baby out with the bath water where that is concerned. I continue on this journey, including healing all of the trauma that has affected me so profoundly. Cannabis has also assisted me with that, as she opens my mind to new possibilities and calming the PTSD and anxiety symptoms so I can heal. Twelve years passed from the day I left work as an occupational therapist, so ill that in a short time, I was in a power wheelchair and unable to care for myself. It was time to attempt to go back to work. I nervously looked up what I would do to get my occupational therapy license back in Arkansas and Massachusetts. I had moved back to Arkansas full-time, and Angela and I got back together a few years before the worldwide pandemic started. First, I tried to get my Arkansas OTR license. Arkansas did not make it easy to get back my license, though. I completed many hours of continuing education and got recertified by our professional organization, but still, they wanted more. Since my Massachusetts license had only lapsed for four and a half years, it was easier to reinstate that one. I then obtained a job as Director of Rehab in a facility. It was shocking that they hired me as Director, but they told me I had plenty of previous experience and, more importantly, energy since I had yet to work through the first two and a half years of the pandemic. Many people were burned out in healthcare then, and I was freshly stepping back in. That was attractive to employers and a reminder that the Universe always works in my favor. After being home nonstop for two years due to the pandemic, just leaving the house was a little daunting. I had to keep encouraging myself and reminding myself that it was time. To make it easier, Antonio flew to Arkansas to make the trip by car back to Massachusetts. Being in my home state to attempt this was a blessing and helped me transition to a worker. I was so excited! Once there, I moved in with one of my best friends, and I was back to work in a short time. Though my body was tired every night, I was so honored and excited to be able to work again. Though I desired it, I never thought I would attain this level in my journey. Since I have always been a perfectionist, living up to my own standards was one of the hardest parts, along with having to be somewhere on time every day and meet others' expectations. Many people told me it would be just like the old adage about riding a bike, and soon it would be easy for me to work as an occupational therapist and rehab director. That was very true. Unfortunately, the issues with the health system have worsened, and many of my patients were on giant lists of pharmaceuticals. Cannabis was not an option due to the ongoing Federal prohibition of the medicine. It was all more frustrating than ever with everything I'd been through. And I couldn't talk about it. This conundrum made me realize that mainstream medicine wasn't where I would stay over the long term. But for now, it was essential to learn, gain current experience, and keep moving forward. I had hoped that Angela would follow me back to Massachusetts and we would live there. For several reasons, however, it didn't work out for my family to stay in Massachusetts. I returned to Arkansas and went back to attempting to obtain an Arkansas occupational therapy license. Finally, they issued my license, and I felt relieved. I had earned it and was ready to find a job at home. The home was feeling good at that time. All that I had hoped for was happening right in front of me. Angela was so happy that I came back. I think she was worried I might not return. It was challenging on some levels to do so. However, Fayetteville's art and music community is quite alluring, and I missed it. I also missed her very much. Our relationship isn't a straight line either. But love is always present and soothes the aching hearts of two people suffering from illness, trauma, and heartache. Our love and marriage bind us as family, which is very important to me. I'm still working on balancing cannabis use, working, and my health issues. It's pretty intense dealing with all the different diseases, remaining forward-thinking, realizing my capabilities, and establishing my limitations. Disability and illness have taught me many things: Each day truly is a gift. Have some fun, no matter what challenges you face. We are in charge of a good deal of our health. Be empowered. Take charge. Learning about and healing trauma is essential to health and wellness. Cannabis, along with the remedies for health, including positive thinking, using pharmaceutical drugs when the benefit outweighs the risk, nutrition, exercise, and adequate rest, is vital. Health and healing do not happen in a straight line. The journey always continues, and even at a low, all is possible. I meet people who were helped or touched by Bulldozer Health constantly in person and online. Every time, this makes me smile. I learned much about media through the Bulldozer Health Show and The Wendy Love Edge Show—now called The Edge Show. And it was my honor to serve, educate and assist others via the nonprofit as I continually learned to heal myself. In 2021, The Edge Show won the best TV, radio show, and podcast in Northwest Arkansas by The Idle Class Magazine. Angela and I couldn't have been more proud. I was also given The Patient Choice Award at The Cannabis Awards presented by The Mike Wise Show. I've been asked to appear on countless podcasts, radio, and TV shows and speak at HempFests and other festivals. It's nice to be recognized, but more importantly, it makes my heart feel full and happy that people want to listen, be inspired, find their voice, and improve their own health and wellness. I didn't anticipate the impact of my journey on those who are disabled like me. I think sometimes people only see what disabled people cannot do. I am still disabled. My body has limitations, and my mental health poses challenges as well. Maybe it's the Occupational Therapist in me, but I can't help but turn that around and find my abilities, creating more as I go for a more enriched and full life. I'm eternally curious and have managed to remain an optimist. I also believe that cannabis helps the mind create and see possibilities, so she is my constant companion. I haven't always made perfect decisions in this life, but I have had the best lessons, many of them from while I was ill and facing my own mortality. My best decision was to become empowered in my health and wellness. Because by becoming empowered, anything is possible, and hope is a bridge to a happy and full life. If you are interested in learning more about Wendy's consulting services, visit her website or contact her directly via email at edgecoachingandconsulting@gmail.com.Hope and Empowerment
Tools From Childhood Trauma
Bulldozer Health, Inc.
The Bulldozer Health Show
The Wendy Love Edge Show
The End of Bulldozer Health
Cannabinoid Deficiency
Time to return to my profession
The Universe is always working in my favor.
The health system is still broken.
Lessons learned from being sick
Hope is a bridge.
The Source Team
January 7, 2025